'Cause you said, said he was the one
Baby yes you said, said you were in love
feeza.monjeng
10 december
YUHUA CONCERT BAND
SPARKSWIND
~Because sometimes you have to step
outside the person you've been and
remember the person you were meant to be.
The person you wanted to be.
The person you are.~
Layout: vehemency
Icon: reruntherace
&busy
Wednesday, August 18, 2010, 11:35 PM
so today i brought a book to read at work.
Title : "The moment you were gone" by Nicci Gerrard
In just half a day, i managed to read till chapter 9. Amazing or wad.
pg 112...
"Why have i come?" She turned back to face Nancy. "WHy? To be honest,
I've no fucking idea. Not really, not the way you mean. I just suddenly found
I had to. I didnt want you to fade to a distant memory and not to matter
anymore. I wanted you to matter, dont you see? I wanted to hurt about it,
even though I should have grown up by now and accepted that it was all so
long ago when I was a foolish young woman. I'm foolish middle-aged woman
now and I dont want time to heal everything. I hate that. It's crap. And I
wanted to see if it mattered to you,too. I couldn't bear it if you'd forgotten
about me and us, when all this time I've remembered. I wanted you to hurt,
too. I've been waiting for this day. For this moment."
Its a nice book i shall say. That's all.
So yeah, I quit my job coz I had no mood to work.
Seriously. No joke.
I had that "whatever" mood. So yeah, i quit.
Walked out, went home and sleep.
Mom kept saying "you're so wierd".
I asked her why and she said "I just cant believe you quit just like that"
then i said "if i dont want something,means i dont want"
No point continue when I have no interest.
Which seems to be the same about school. Haiya.
I've been so busy lately. I hate it.
But on the other hand I've been making myself busy.
So all i think about is .. yeah. Work.
Hmm...
Selamat Hari Raya!
Opps. abit too early yea? I think i cant wait uh.
Tired uh puasa. I want to eaaatttt. But i alrd lost few kg.
Bye.
Love,
Monjeng
always & forever